A HARD 1ST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR MOMMY.....

I was soooooo sad to see the first day of the year arrive. We had had sooo much fun this summer!!!

My baby started preK this year :( she did awesome!!!! Mommy on the other hand did not to too good AT ALL..... I pretty much cried ALL day!! We went to meet the teachers on Thursday and I didn't even make it in or introduce KK or myself because of all the tears.....my tears!! I tried sooooooooooo hard not to cry where KK could see me. I did do better Friday morning....a little better that is....I hugged her and told her I would be there to get in after she had fun at school and I loved her to the moon and back a million trillion times!!! I barely made it out the door of her class room ( I would have liked to have made it to the car where I could have sobbed without being stared and possibly laughed at). I was fine unless someone asked me or I thought of going through the day without her....GEEEEEEZ!!!!!!
I am tearing up now and she is like right beside me as I write this post. I totally can NOT stand being without her it totally crushes my Mommy heart:(

Nono did well, this is his 3rd year at the same school (with KK). I was okay with him going since I decided to take him and KK and pick them up! I just could NOT put them on the bus without their older siblings..... even though Nono is about to turn 8..... I just couldn't do it!

B and K are at a new school (thanks to the rezoning) soI was also worried sick about them as well! They assured me they would be fine. Krissy and I went over the directions to her class like 100 times, she was excitedly nervous..... I on the other hand was just nervous no excitement at all....lol

and then there is D, first year at the high school, he did NOT want me to go at all, wonder if it had anything to do with his friends seeing his momma cry when she dropped him off??? He was totally excited, did not seem the least bit nervous.

Needless to say this has totally been a hard year of school for my Mommy heart!! I am glad they are healthy and growing, I just wish it wasn't so fast. I also wonder if dropping my baby off will get any easier as the year goes on..... I sure hope so!! I have come to the conclusion I NEVER WANT MY HOME TO BECOME AN EMPTY NEST!!!!